Serena's Erotic Sanctuary #5
Serena
I'm so confused!
Ok, things have been going great with Stefan, but Lydia says I'm spending way too much time with him.
Could she be jealous? I mean, she isn't seeing anyone now, but she's never had a problem when I've been seeing someone before.
It's just not like her to be so bitchy with me.
I mean we almost always go out for coffee on Sundays because that's the only day she doesn't have other plans, what with her job and all her other friends.
But when I called her this morning, she didn't want to go, said, "Isn't Stefan there? Or did he break up with you and you want to whine at me?"
Where did that come from?
I've been trying to figure out if I canceled any plans with her so I could spend time with Stefan, but I can't think of a single time. In fact, she's cancelled on me several times in the past few weeks. We were going to go to the mall last weekend, and she bailed on me at the last minute. I went anyway, but it just wasn't the same without her.
I really miss her. What is up? I could call her back, but then she'll probably not pick up the phone. I know how she screens her calls…
Now what do I do today? I suppose I could clean up the apartment. What with all the time I'm spending with Stefan, it's a major mess again.
I could call Stefan, but we just saw each other Friday night, and I really feel like I need some down time. I'm just not used to all these late nights with him. Doesn't the man ever need sleep? He's relentless… I mean we were up until 5 am, and I had to beg him to stop touching me so I could get some sleep.
Jeez, maybe that's what Lydia is talking about. Maybe I've been talking about Stefan too much. Or maybe she just doesn't feel comfortable hearing about my sexual escapades. Come to think about it, I've never heard her talk about hers.
That's strange. I wonder.
Nah. She couldn't be. Could she?
Wouldn't I know if she were gay? I mean a lesbian? Maybe she's bi.
Nah. I would know. Wouldn't I? I mean I'm one of her best friends. Or at least I thought so.
Now what do I do? Ask her? No, I couldn't do that, could I?
If she isn't, she might be offended; but then again, she's really open-minded, or at least I think she is…
I'm beginning to think I don't really know anybody-even my friends.
That's it! I can't stand it any more. I'm going to call her back and try to persuade her to have coffee with me. At the very least, I'll apologize for talking too much about Stefan and all that.
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